I know this year isn't over yet and that’s the exciting part but I have to take a moment of reflection. My Events, My own business AND the Tour i've been on 25 weeks & 25 Cities have come to an end for the year, which means… I’m feeling so many feelings. I’m in my feelings. Right now, I feel like a strong, independent, beautiful (inside and out) woman.Your girl has done a really good job at standing on business.
I had a plan. A goal. And even though the plan isn’t fully complete yet, the milestone has been well and truly placed! I’m buzzing. My goodness. I’m laughing. WHAT. A. YEAR.
The year Tillie Harris got appreciated and seen for exactly who she is and it was respected and received correctly in the world that will one day fund my creativity.
And yes — I’ve had to put that creativity aside for a while to grow up and build foundations stronger than my passion. i envision a life and this this way is what presented itself! It was hard but it is what it is & guess what? I did it. And I’ll do it again! this time blended. You’ll see. Hehehe.
Now, back to that respect and being seen… it was about time! I’m so glad I never changed. I stayed rooted. Thank you to everyone who’s stood by me — for coming together, growing, and helping each other through it all. I cherish you. I appreciate you. And I’m endlessly grateful for your ability to love me and see me for me while living your own lives.
And to all the people who gave me a chance — Thank you.
This year, I learned something so important: You can be beautiful, kind, and everything a decent human being stands for…and still be a healthy people-pleaser who knows when to tell someone to DO ONE — with chest!
But here’s the key: don’t hold onto the rage. Let it go.
So, on that note… sorry, FUCK you lot who took me for granted! Ahhh, rage healing. F**K YOU! But also… thank you. *Wink
Because you taught me so much too. You showed me that telling someone to “do one” changes nothing about who I am. In fact, it’s made me more beautiful, inside and out.
My lovers — letting someone create a false narrative about you is such a small price to pay for freeing yourself from toxicity. Let them talk. Let them say what they want.
I promise you, my beautiful darlin’, your life will flourish —and their lies will rot theirs. ✨
Anyway… this all feels so good. I’m currently sat in the Clayton Hotel in Ireland, smiling, typing away, waiting another hour before I head to my Airbnb to celebrate!
Birthday story time coming soon.... Its a good one! :)
