You meet people on the same level of psychological wound as you. You also leave people behind if you evolve out of that and they haven’t been able to.
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I know it’s Monday but let me telly you about the week that I’ve had! First before I start I got all my dates for my period so wrong so the emotional side of things make so much sense SO MUCH SENSE!
So remember few days ago I said I had been presented with a opportunity that will change everything…… it was more for the experience & CV - SO! I was offered a job role that I believe that if I was asked this time last year I would have said no because how much I had let myself go, but when asked it was a confident yes but… with confidence that this company had high potential to be a let down and when waiting for a confirmation back with my quote I sent through the only thoughts and feelings I had were if this doesn’t work out I just really proud of the fact I’m back to being confident and how I presented myself. And as I thought I wasn’t within budget and wasn’t going to budge with it either because I know the job with my eyes closed and I’m really good! I basically know it worth and that felt fantastic! So my ideas and way of how to make an event successful is with them ( I did send an invoice for it don’t you worry) I felt totally fine about it and I was filled with a lot of confidence & self worth from just by being me! NO’s are so important in life, saying no! Being told no! Is so important. I’ve been saying a lot of no oner June, & it feels great!
I found myself super emotional after work, a lot of missing my ex! I cba with telling myself off for it anymore. It’s just a feeling, it’s not all the time it only seems to come around when I tired or due on which I didn’t know I was! And I needed a big hug I was sooooo exhausted. But even though I was emotional and just wanted to sleep I still smashed my PT session and hit new PB. And the combo of it all has been so empowering.
Friday I cried all evening which I new was going to happen I had a meditation class and then watch celine dion and that had me crying for the first 30 seconds ahaha! But boy it felt good! My mate came down from up North and it was bloody lovely, we out the worlds to right and ate good food and we both slept like baby’s and had fat lay ins! I woke up on Sunday morning like…. Why am I have a period symptom I’ve got 9 days to go? 2 mins later HELLO Mother Nature and a rush to look at my diary to see how I got it so wrong and yeah I must of counter 28days half asleep. It didn’t kill the vibes though! We drove to Hackney I had a Burger King the vegan royal absolutely delicious and then we heading to Soulful Sundays and ohhhhhh my lord the vibes were just everything I am all aboutttttttttttt. HIonestly the people’s, the music! I have period pains so swaying my hips to the music was delightful, also had one drag of a joint and it was absolutely delicious it’s rare I have moments like this and always save it for when I’m in a good head space and good location and last night hit the spot! These DJ’s were just a-vibe they were lighting sage and smudge sticks whilst mixing!! God I Can’t wait for my next one! And if it sounds like your vibe come with me! I’ll post about the next one when they have another date.
The beauty in understanding that you just don’t know, you don’t know what the future holds, what that a person is thinking about or doing, you don’t know the other side of the story. There is SO MUCH that you don’t know. And reminding yourself that, sets yourself free.
Anyways it’s Tuesday now haha!! Another week of grinding and working out. This week is so much more relaxed though….. she’s says!
Sending you all the love and light! And a big massive hug which I’m still in need of myself.
Love love love
The vibes I witnessed this evening was at a level of 100000000!!! The people’s, the music! I was drinking fresh pineapple with ice! I danced to Afro beats there were 3 djs! swaying my hips to the rhythm which was helping my period that start this morning ( thought I had 9days to go) so everything made sense! It was Zen, & conversations were i my level!!!!! My soul is full ♥️
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