Is it boring though?

One of those Fridays where I could do with a fun, sexy, funny plot twist……shut up I know you thought of a man hahaha! I actually don’t know what that looks like! Maybe sitting in a pub reading my book people watching with a crisp glass of wine and someone I know walks in and it’s sooooo nice to see them, you know. Or loosing myself to the rhythm looking into to my mates eyes with pure love and happiness! Again, I don’t know. But I’m at the gym laying on a matt writing this, I’m happy. I feel good for being here but like….. it doesn’t feel like living! Today anyways. Its ridiculous, I’m ridiulous. It’s made me feel like I need to start getting pre work out for my Fridays to get through winter gym sessions. Any recommendations on good healthy pre workouts LET ME KNOW. Maybe I need to turn off this Drum and Base.

WUU2?

Big love T

Ello Beautiful

How has 2024 been for?

Its been bloody rough but so fucking beautiful for me, very balanced with total heartbreak and joy, I've struggled but thrived. I am learning that i really am the definition of Chaos and Balance, the way i feel so deeply for the world and people i don't know is... well ridiculous and impossible to change! The way i feel for my peoples is very just delicious. I've learnt that in order to live with my empathy i have to be free, free to be nothing but my true self, i have always known it to be a blessing to feel this much, but i sure do have days where i wish i could turn it the fuck off. But that's where being free to do what i need to do keep sane from being well.... ME! hahaa - it is important.

So, beautiful human reading this.....if you feel like you might be like me break the fragile glass around you honey YOU ARE STRONG, start doing things you love more and when i say more i mean SO MUCH MORE, only say sorry when your supposed to. Tell people to fuck off! dance, paint, scream, say no, read, whatever is your thang make it a priority so you don't sink in to deep in to the chaos. Caring and loving isn't a curse its a gift and the world needs more of it, loooove the way you approach the world and your life and people. You are fresh air darling.

I’ve got so much to say.

So much.