Sometimes all it takes is for you to be searching for a song to be reminded how you've handled really tough situations beautifully, that self worth will always guide you and respect you, it will never let you down, you just gotta look after it. I am so happy i didn't fight to remind anyone who i am or what they have because if I've learnt anything in my life time its a waste of time, that's life's job leave it to Her... she actually enjoys doing it, its not a waste of time for her (Life)! Life will humble you. This is why i cant hate my past and losing so much so young because i don't need to loose anything or feel anything to know how precious life is & how important it to cherish beautiful people and everything living. Respect it, love it hold on to it. Life didn't even give me one moment to take it for granted and as much as i want the people i lost back, i can only ever be Grateful, Blessed and not hate the fact i feel things so deeply which I've learnt is my greatest most beautiful gift. This year has been a Sad but such a fun beautiful year, another year of healing and growing....Talk about growing! My greys make me So happy. I know so many women who cant stand the thought of going grey. I am so good with it its makes me feel really weird i mean i am a good kind of weird anyways ha! but I HEART my greys they make me feel lighter, not hair colour wise but lighter on the ole shoulders you know. Honestly they remind me to love myself and not give a fuck! feels good (Smiling)
Random thought i went to Ibiza this year, i NEVER wanted to go until i did at the age of 32 now 33 and i honestly feel like i went at the most perfect time & age. I am sooo looking forward to Monday and heading for coffee somewhere to carry on building my little life and writing my book over a gawjus coffee mixed with music and people watching! talking about Music, I find the classic British Christmas music really seriously depressing! i love the non classico ones the fun, positive, nothing about heart break, jazzy, OW to get what I'm on about listen to Winter Wonder Land/ Dont worry be happy ( Bob Marley) Pentatonix, Tori Kelly! Catch a bit of my vibe. Any hoeeeeeeee! hahaa ill ask this question a few times before 2024 is over but....
How has your 2024 been?
Love ya! T x
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